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John
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 Posted - 07/28/2010 : 01:34:21 AM
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Hi Shawn
It seems I was registered anyway even though I didn't follow all the instructions. I went ahead and went to the "anything goes" section and posted a pic and a url for a video clip and I visited the chat room and said a few things. The site has a lot of potential in my opinion and may very well answer all my needs. Thanks for the work you have done Shawn setting it up. Sorry to hear of all your bad news. Things haven't been going as well as I would like for me either. Nothing benzo related though, thank God! But real life concerns and difficulties can definitely stress our GABA
receptors much like an inadequate amount of benzo may do.
I plan to transfer my music video clips over to the relax forum I guess I will put them in the "anything goes" section, unless you have a better suggestion. Thanks again Shawn I will be seeing you around. Sorry about my initial response, sometimes I just get a little paranoid, please don't take personally. From what I know of you, you seem like a wonderfully sensitive person. I'm sort of like that myself. (although there may be a few who might disagree. I mean about me LOL!)
Here again is the link for anyone interested:
http://relax.freeforums.org
God Bless You
John
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shawn
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Posted - 07/28/2010 : 09:02:52 AM
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Hey John, its ok.Thanks for vitisng the site. I'm really glad you are enjoying it. That section sounds fine for what you want to put there :)
I didn't realize they snuck that advert in right as people registered. Part of my fee was to get all the adverts off. BUT they claim that does not include the one at the end. I went round and round with them yesterday morning. As I said, people can just click the submit and continue link all the way at the bottom. I have not tried to enter a fake email addy in the advert..that might work as well..I'm not sure. But I do apologize for that. I cant see the advert when I log in as the admin..so I didn't know it was there. I should have took time and looked it over.
About real life, yeah things are just suckin right now..my grandma had a stroke the other day..my Dog who is 13 years old (at my parents house) cant barely walk, they say it might be a slipped disk, pinched nerve, or could be nuerological..they aren't really sure and we cant afford an MRI for her..so she got some pain meds(tramadol) which I didnt know they gave to dogs.. and we are playing the wait and see game. I've been sick with I have no idea what I have, as I've shared with my confidant here..I'm starting to feel a bit better..it came from no where..a fever, migraine, sore neck..which is all but gone now..just the slight fever remains. All this began for me the day before I cut my first cut. My wife and I get along worse than two cats and dogs now..I sware when it rains it pours..
It seems I am overly sensitive to things happening now. Yes my grandma I normally would be flipping out..My dog, Yes I would be too..but It all seems like the end of the world to me ya know? I dont know why. I just wish it all wasn't happening AT THE SAME TIME..I get scared every time the phone rings now (is it gonna be my parents saying my grandma died, is it my parents saying they are taking Shiloh (my lab) to the vet to be put down) I litterally freak out when it rings...this isn't normal.I just can't handle death anymore..whether it be a person, an animal, on TV..I just can't...all I want to do is curl up in a ball and cry, yes cry..as embarrasing as it is to admit..I just want to curl up and not face anything. idk..
My attitude latley hasn't been the best. I apologize for that. |
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kattklaws
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Posted - 07/28/2010 : 12:39:44 PM
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Hey, just good to see you back on the board Shawn.......
John, of course we think you are sensitive!
I hope we all can get our lives straightened out, I really do.
Love to all,
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skooter
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Posted - 07/29/2010 : 02:43:05 AM
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Hey Shawn,
You are still stabalizing!! Nothing about this is normal, nor makes sense! Remember this, and don't try to figure it out. Honestly, I have been where you are. Sheesh, there's alot of s/x's I went thru, that I care not to remember. But NONE of it will ever make sense. Just know you're not alone. I too had alot going on last xmas with my dad having a cancerous tumor out of his kidney, my uncle having prostate cancer radiation, and my cat was very ill. So far things are ok with my dad and uncle, but I finally put my cat down the day after mothers day this yr. And you know what's bad in my opinion? I didn't even grieve for my cat like I "normally" would have. I still feel guilt over it. But it's like I said, not one thing normal when in this hell. So hang in there buddy. It is what it is, and no sense fretting over things. I know easier said than done, but if we cannot change it, then no sense in fretting. (I know it's stupid to say, sorry) I too was freaked at the end of yr. saying the SAME things you are now!! And I'm still here! :o)
Hope that made sense.
May God send healing angels to you and your family
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kattklaws
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Posted - 07/29/2010 : 2:51:05 PM
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It seems to me that ALL of us going through benzo hell also have everything else going wrong in our lives at the same time. This gives you the awful trauma of not only dealing with the worse wd one can imagine, but also dealing with everything bad in life that can happen all at once.............I don't know how we have all done it.
God says he will never give us more than we can handle, I trust him, but I have cried out loud and clear to him " this IS more than I can handle!"
love ya all,
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